How i feel right now

Hey guyss.. 

     Actually i'm quite disappointed right now.. It is about my 'PNGK' in my diploma.. i'm sad because i can't achieve what i target this semester.. hmmmm.. i think that this result can make my mother and father sad.. i'm afraid that i make them sad and disappointed.. what should i do.. i'm very very sad right now..

     Yes i know that i should be grateful.. i didn't said that i'm not grateful for what i get.. i just feel disappointed.. that's all

     But anyways.. thank you Allah for everything that you give to me.. i will accept it with my whole heart.. thank you because give me a good parents, family, friends, life, studies.. Thank you for everything.. i'm really appreciate it.. thank you for your blessed towards my family and everyone that i love.. i know sometimes there is a difficult and hard time to me.. and i know that it is only the test that you give to me.. and i want to be more strong, matured and happy with all this that you have arranged for me.. because i know that all thing that you have planned to me is the best for me.. thank you for letting me live in this world so that i can make people around me feel happy and most important is i can fixed all my mistake that i have done towards the people around me.. so that i can begged for their forgiveness.. thank you Allah.. 

     Every time that i feel down and sad.. and i feel that you are not being fair to me.. sometimes i feel that you did't love me because the test that you give is really hard and i just keep crying and crying.. but i know that behind the hardness and sadness that you give.. there is a beautiful things that coming to me.. so right now.. i'm more stronger and brave to accept whatever the test you will give to me in the future.. Thank you Allah for everything.

                                       

                                            Allah knows WHAT is the best for you and

                                                WHEN it's best for you to have it